Friday, September 21, 2007

And then it happens

So. I'm single, after 15 months of holding down a relationship I am back where I started, only this time I don't even have my two best friends there.

I need to get away so have called work and told them I'll be off all weekend and am getting the train home at 5 in the morning. I just can't stand to be inside this house anymore, it makes me so angry and just generally upset.

I have to move out, I just don't see how continuing to live here would work, but therein lies a giant problem. The logical choice would be to look at going into halls in Bolton where my university is, however I couldn't get back there from work so would have to leave my job, thus meaning I couldn't afford rent. Gah.

Right now it feels like I've lost everything, my best friends, my boyfriend, my house and worse, any self-confidence. I feel like a wreck and I need a hug so much, only problem is there's nobody left to give me one.

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